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they can have their walls, the universe has bigger plans for you and i.
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CURRENT LOCATION: LOS ANGELES, CALIFORNIA.
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| the greatness that is Sulli |
[21 Dec 2007|04:04pm] |
my husband Sulli is so awesome. He takes care of me. And always wins the staring contests. I like to make out with him. He's an awesome kisser.
In fact once i find out he posted this in my journal i'm going to beat his ass with a goosedown pillow. and he will like it!
love ,
Sulli
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| Private -- Access to Danielle, Melodi, Lydia, Samantha, Kylie, and Alice |
[07 Oct 2007|07:56pm] |
(( ooc notice -- check out the previous entry for details! ))
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[07 Oct 2007|05:37pm] |
Alright, I'm gonna do this entry OOC because this outing probably won't be played out. Takes too much effort to get everyone in the same place at the same time. Still, I figured I'd give you all the heads up so that you know what the girls (Ryan, Rosa, Kylie, Dani, Mel, Sammy, Lydia, and Alice) were doing and when. Feel free to post whatever about it, or if you wanna discuss stuff with each other/me .. that's cool, too.
This was originally supposed to be Ryan's 'baby shower' without the baby stuff. Haha. But obviously she already had Aussie, so now it's just a girls day out. And let's face it, they all need it. So, yay!
Anyway, here's the scoop ...
When: Saturday, October 13th, 2007 from 10 am to whenever
Where: All the girls will be meeting at the Santos vacation home in Santa Barbara
What: 'Girls Day Out'
The girls are all going to meet in Santa Barbara (unless they are already in LA!) at Ryan's place where they will be taking a limo (oh yeah, pulling out all the stops) to La Petite Retreat in LA where they will all be enjoying the Vitality Spa Package (a three and a half hour package that includes a jade stone massage, an exfuliating scrub, a hydrotherapy bath with green tea, and a facial) in the garden cabana that has been rented out to them for the time frame. Afterwards, they will be taking the limo to La Mia Amore for dinner and drinks. Followed by a night out on the town. Some shopping. Some dancing. Pretty much anything goes. When they finally decide that they've had enough, the limo will take them all home again.
Obviously, this is pretty open. If they want to do other stuff at the spa, that's cool. It's got a website, check it out. La Mia Amore is an Italian restaurant .. Rosa's brother owns it, so they can have whatever they want, it's all on the house. Anything goes, seriously. And, if anybody wants to play any of it out, let me know .. might be able to at least get a thread going for it.
Anyway, if anybody has any questions or comments .. that's great. I want this to be big cause they all deserve to get out and just enjoy themselves. Everybody seems to have so much going on that .. well, yeah. Enjoy!
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[06 Oct 2007|09:25pm] |
I am an idiot. I am. I shouldn't be doing this. Any of it.
I loved Will. With every bit of me, I loved him. We were happy once. A long time ago. Yes, I got hurt. No, I don't want him back. But, without him, without what we had, there would be no Nicky. So how do you hate someone who gave you the best thing in your life? How do you hate someone who, whenever you look at your son, you see him? How do you do that? How do you do that without somewhere, inside yourself, hating and regretting your own child? I can't. And I don't.
Maybe that's why I have to do this. Because I can't hate him, not without hating Nicky in some small way. I can't hurt him, not without hurting Nicky in some small way.
I don't expect this to go well. I don't expect him to stick it out. I don't expect him to be the man I married, the man I fell in love with, the father that Nicky should have had. I don't.
I feel so stupid.
Nicky doesn't even know who he is. He has no idea. I remember before Will left for LA, before everything happened, Nicky was just learning how to walk and how to talk. His first word was 'Dada.' And I remember Will being so proud of that. I remember that smile. That specific smile. He hugged Nicky so tight to him. We were happy then. He was a father .. then.
When he first left for LA, he called every day. Talked to Nicky .. every day. He was always asking about him. First thing he did when he came home for his visits was grab up his son and give him a million kisses.
I just .. I remember that Will. And I want Nicky to know that Will. Not the one that stopped calling. The one who only stayed for a few hours when he visited and was too distracted to pay attention when he did. The one who lied. The one who .. I know somewhere in there .. he's got what it takes to be Nicky's Dad. I just hope he doesn't make me regret this cause I don't want to have to explain to my son again why 'Dada' isn't there.
Please .. don't make me regret this.
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